To: my love, and future wife.

I don't care if you will never get this, because you most likely won't.
But I want to try
I want to try and tell you that I love you with all my heart
But not only my heart you will receive
You will get all of me.

I love you with my feet
My big toes
My knees and my elbows.

I love you with all of me, and not only my heart.
You are my soul, my everything
When we are apart there is pain but when we are together the pain slowly eases,
And with every kiss and every hug the pain stop, along with my heart for a brief moment.

Katelin Griffin

Griffin.
I hope to get that last name, but you may have already moved on from the time you read this.

I may not have good grammar, sure. But you know the message I am trying to bring to you.

I may not know big words but I can use simple ones with more space on your screen.

I still have every piece left of you I could gather,
From signatures to pieces of art
Because I miss you
Because I care
And I never want you to think I feel different.

I've been dating Gage and Alex thinking this will pass with time.
But I shouldn't have,

Because it hurt both of us.
Because I didn't know I wouldn't see you again.
Because I know that you would do anything and everything in your will for me.
I have been so blind and I'm sorry for not having perfect vision.

I feel so stupid for not telling you sooner how I felt and still feel.

For loving you with all my heart,
And my brain, from the hippocampus to the frontal lobe I love you.
I love..
I love..

But you don't deserve a girl like me.
You deserve a smart, caring, and male partner.
Religion has very strict laws, break them and you go to jail.
Don't go to jail for me, I'm not worth the while.

But Thankyou for all the joy you have given be and all the time you have spent with me
Even if we never speak again,
Or even.
Never read this

I love you.
And I'll never stop.